There’s one enormously important word missing from the “Bush Years” poster from Huffington Post — Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. PTSD. And not all of it waits until the soldier is home, away from the battlefield.

Pfc. Jason Scheuerman nailed a suicide note to his barracks closet in Iraq, stepped inside and shot himself.

“Maybe finaly I can get some peace,” said the 20-year-old, misspelling “finally” but writing in a neat hand.

His parents didn’t find out about the note for well over a year, and only then when it showed up in a government envelope in his father’s rural North Carolina mailbox.

The one-page missive was among hundreds of pages of documents the soldier’s family obtained and shared with The Associated Press after battling a military bureaucracy they feel didn’t want to answer their questions, especially this: Why did Jason Scheuerman have to die?

What the soldier’s father, Chris, would learn about his son’s final days would lead the retired Special Forces commando, who teaches at Fort Bragg, to take on the very institution he’s spent his life serving — and ultimately prompt an investigation by the Army Inspector General’s office.

Soldier’s Suicide

The cost of war, shuffled off onto others, off the budgets, out of the considerations, beyond the consciences of those who propose, fund and carry out their wars…

[Don't miss "In The Valley of Elaj" with Tommy Lee Jones, not exact but pretty close to this story, and based on another, just as real and just as terrible.]

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